Kevin Casey

Preparing the House for Your Return

 

There are the throw rugs that will have to go,

      scattered across the floor like flotsam;

 

the rigging of loose electrical cords

     must also be stowed to keep your cane

 

from catching, and your foot that still drags--

     a dry anchor you’re forever weighing.

 

But what of your embroidery basket

    that demands more than the burl of that curled hand,

 

and those antique stairs, tall and ladder-steep,

    that make your second floor as imaginary

 

as even your recent past, when you weren’t

    a prisoner in your house, your own body?

 

The instructions sent home from the hospital

    said nothing about all these photographs

 

propped on every table, covering each wall:

    if they should stay as maps you might pilot by,

 

to navigate your way back to us, to you,

    or if they’re portals to a shore forsaken,

 

decorations that divert attention

    from the water as it fills a scuttled ship.

As Warm As Blood

 

We felt pity for all the world had lost

   when our final autumn failed at last,

          shaking dried canes against the alder leaves.

The drama of the season’s first snowfall,

   like a sudden view of an ocean’s expanse,

          drew us outside into the blue dusk,

and we walked for hours. As the new year turned

   in its fitful sleep, you carved a path

        from porch to woodshed, driveway to mailbox,

shoveling a way that tightened with each storm.

   Our imagination dwindled, bounded by frozen rivers,

          overwhelmed by the stark canvas of winter.

The sun dipped its bronze paddle into the waves

   of pearlescent hills, abandoning us

          to February nights and that house we kept--

drafts and rattling windows, the cold

   that huddled in every corner. Your eyes

          dim lights without heat, I’d given up

believing that anything as warm as blood

    might pulse and course within us, might move

          within that house to stir the solitude.

 

Kevin Casey is the author of Ways to Make a Halo (Aldrich Press, 2018) and American Lotus, winner of the 2017 Kithara Prize (Glass Lyre Press, 2018). And Waking... was published by Bottom Dog Press in  2016. His poems have appeared in Rust+Moth, Valparaiso Poetry Review, Connotation Press, Pretty Owl Poetry, and Ted Kooser's syndicated column ‘American Life in Poetry.’ For more, visit andwaking.com.

 

 

 

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